Dear Son,
I sit here while you sleep only inches from me, you are so beautiful my angel! Your arms are up above your head (silly boy) and the sunlight is casting an amazing white light onto your body and face.
I just finished pumping breastmilk for your next meal, boy I can't wait till we can try to breastfeed again! I love the gift I'm giving you, but its hard on a mommy to be tied to her pump 7 times a day. I wish that we had added you to my insurance before it expired, it would have been so much easier than dealing with this waiting game.
My love, please take each day as a blessing in your future and realize every experience in life (good and bad) can teach you something. Hatred and ignorance has no place in your future son, the world has no room for any less understanding and acceptance.
Meet your challenges with open arms and realize that people have different colors, different personalities, different ways of thinking and you need not conform to any but your own. There is no need to speak poorly of the beliefs and lifestyle of someone else, we all make mistakes as you will find out.
I love you always,
Mama
